Desperate!!! nice term that.....oh well its the weekend, so its fine. ill recover.
some good things have happened this week. and for some strange reason, i didnt really care about some of them. i mean, yeah, theres relief but....priorities have changed. thats a given. ive understood for some years now that wants are just that, wants. but when a need is fulfilled and the feeling to it is numb, was it really a want all this time? nah, cuz, i analysed, then i dissected, then i put it into a jar and added water and shook it(just to see what would happen), then i took it out and squeezed the excess water out of it, then i left it to dry. conclusion - it was a need and i didnt care.
need a vacation. real soon. so in light of that, have a little break comin my way for a few days. no emails, no phones - just me, my self, some books, oh yeah some food too. my only hope is that the temperature drops by another few degrees by that time. so love monsoon. there is something so serene about it. and when its gets cloudy with that cold breeze blowing, yeah.....
some good things have happened this week. and for some strange reason, i didnt really care about some of them. i mean, yeah, theres relief but....priorities have changed. thats a given. ive understood for some years now that wants are just that, wants. but when a need is fulfilled and the feeling to it is numb, was it really a want all this time? nah, cuz, i analysed, then i dissected, then i put it into a jar and added water and shook it(just to see what would happen), then i took it out and squeezed the excess water out of it, then i left it to dry. conclusion - it was a need and i didnt care.
need a vacation. real soon. so in light of that, have a little break comin my way for a few days. no emails, no phones - just me, my self, some books, oh yeah some food too. my only hope is that the temperature drops by another few degrees by that time. so love monsoon. there is something so serene about it. and when its gets cloudy with that cold breeze blowing, yeah.....
NICE POST...you write extremely well. though i do write a lot -- you have a beautiful language and you express things so beautifuuly - quite evident from your other posts... seriously think of taking upto writing as a hobby or profession...you can be an excellent writer...your blogs themselves collected and if published would be a book in itself...
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hey Geejo thanku very much for reading it... ur words and appreciation have motivated me and will be a source of inspiration too for the future.. thanks a tonne...
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